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Troubles
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By:
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Beckie125
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Mood:
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Don't know
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Date:
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Jan 31, 2013
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Music:
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None
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Let go of the past, enjoy the present and keep an eye on the future ... There is nothing more I want in life is to actually make someone proud of something I have achieved and be able to say that I have truely succeed in life. I feel as if everything I do isn't good enough or my lifes troubles and problems just seem to swallow me up. I want to be able to try alsorts of new and exciting things but when I go for the start towards them my mind shouts halt, sits me down and discusses all the bad and negavtive points to what ever I'm about to try. Everyday simple tasks that any average person would do is a massive task for me, such as going shopping on my own. It seems a very simple task I have my shopping list so I know what I want to buy but as I begin to step out the door I can feel my anxiety begin tomanifesterit'self in the pit of my stomach like avolcano ready to erupt. I really wish I could just wake up one morning over brimming with confidence and be able to walk out the front door with my head held high and with out a care in the world. I shall still hold on to that dream and maybe if I'm really lucky that dream shall turn into reality 
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