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Today good. Tomorrow...not so sure
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By:
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Jrs8436
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Mood:
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Anxious
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Date:
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May 31, 2012
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Music:
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None
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So, today was a pretty good day so far for my anxiety. I went to my anxiety group yesterday and kinda poured my heart out on the table. Some of the things our instructor suggested has helped today. When I woke up, I was VERY please to see my pool was now OPEN! YIPPIEE!! I got a little too much sun! haha! Now that it's starting to become later and later, my anxiety goes up. I dont undestand this. I am guessing b/c I know I have to work tomorrow after 3 days off. I dread the thought of the restaraunt I work at will be filling up with people wall to wall being ready to be sat at their table. Most would be ecstatic knowing Friday night is a good money making night. I feel more claustrophobic with all the people standing around waiting to be seated. Sometimes when I'm at a table greeting them, I will pass out b/c I dont' like the thought of being on a hour and a half wait, and it stresses me out. I want to bust through the back doors, get in my car, and leave for good! I can't be like this at work b/c, I need to make a living somehow.
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