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omnicell
By: omnicell
Mood: Frustrated
Date: Jun 14, 2012
Music: Yes, Im in the software, talk to you in a moment


 


If they could get away with it , they will. They seem to need to control others... They will break every rule to do so... I will be used as a pawn. What I hate about this.. I have to back up and away... I have to have an escape rout... an escape plan. I have to watch every move or they will take it all. They are arrogant and out of place, out of line.. However, since society is no different, They are at home with each other in society. I become the odd man out on the boat.


My mental health suggests its better to be happy then right... Although I might feel that gaining "right" through revenge will make me happy, It doesn't work. I win when I have an escape rout that allows them to be stuck with themselves in there own world and I escape through the back door. . The smart man disappears and never returns. Getting involved with foolish people is like grabbing at the wind.... ones hands are always empty and left more bewildered then when starting... to interact with wicked people is like attempting to negotiate with revenge... when I calm its tail, it attacks with its head. When Iv'e created an alliance with the head, it attacks with the tail.... One will never win, as Im dealing with pig and swine, all they can do is trample everything, turn and tear me into pieces... mindless and blindness... Stupid is the best way to describe the village...


The village doors are open, the streets are swept clean.. As I walk through the village, all is calm... " Don't believe it", for they are behind, in the back, under the wood piles.. They are waiting... Before I have a chance to see the truth... They are upon me... and it is over for me..


Next time I see the open doors of the quit village, do not enter.. For it is a trap an ambush.... Never enter such a place...


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When dealing with created resentments I first suggest what happened, then how I feel about it, then my roll in it..


My roll in something suggests I have to move or maneuver even if it doesn't seem fair. i must not control the situation. I must be like water and flow away.


Something more important then fair exists... I must save my ass instead of my face... That is the way of things in this world, the real world, and many lessons God brings me to understand this; that I am a 4 year old that pays bills, nothing more.. When I attempt to act like God and expect others to treat me like Im a God, I quickly get thrown down... Even monkeys fall out of trees. A nail that gets pushed up, gets pushed back down...


They honer nothing, therefore I must wake up understanding they will honer nothing about me...


I must learn to respect the honerless.. For they will protect their corrupted ground with their life... 


do not pull the tail of a pit-bull, it will turn, lock its jaws around your face, and you will never be seen again.


When the charmer stops singing to the cobra,  the cobra bights, for it is not hypnotized any longer..    It is no different for the babbler.! 


I learn these things that I stay out of a life that creates anxiety. I will learn the lessons or I will repeat them...


The world does not revolve around me. I revolve around it..


Now, Im going Drumming..