The process is stronger
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By:
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omnicell
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Mood:
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Other
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Date:
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Aug 07, 2012
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Music:
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None
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Im getting stronger/ a bit more independent. Less caring about who I know and don't know. Less carrying or angry if others don't like me.
Women in my groups don't seem to care for me. They hate me, loath me.. I guess Im suppose to be upset... Im not , I don't care. Im finally beginning to let go of other people. Its small steps at a time, its happening naturally. It hurts when someone dodges the other direction when they see me coming. Yet, that is there problem not mine. I have to remember this. They don't care how I feel and I have no status level with them. They think Im of low status. How stupid is all of this going to get. I do not promote myself, therefore, I will not be jumping up in front of them to change there minds...
Imo learning when dealing with women; no staring, if I want to ask them out then, ask them out. If not, I don't notice them... Im trying to break myself of the teenager syndrome...
I ask God about people all the time. He tells me to run.. get out of there. Meaning, don't take any interest in these people. Frosting looks good, the candy is poison; don't go there.
Many people want to trip a person; make them stumble and fall, that is there primary goal. They may come across as a nice person, However, their only interest is to cause grief and pain in others lives.
At some point I will be moving forward with people. It may be along time. Its a slow movement forward, yet it is happening... Im very happy with the results so fare.
I never write on these blogs that Im happy with the results so far. I am happy with the results...
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