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Social Anxiety..

Skatergirl
By: Skatergirl
Mood: Don't know
Date: Feb 09, 2010
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 Social Anxiety,


I'm avoiding, Walking away..

Beautiful things passing by..

I pray for better times, and luck and happiness,

But this disorder is a mess.

I try to act cool, and relaxed, and try to be okay.

But i'm still in an anxious way.



What Can I do, what Can I do,

Is there someone who can help me through?

I want to fly, but i dont need to touch the sky, I only need to feel that high!!!!!



I always been anxious around huge crowds, but since my 16h year i started avoiding stuff, i shake around people, i blush, i am afraid of making eye contact, and i am very awkward in social situations.

Sometimes I compare my self to 'normal' people and then i feel so different, I really want to change. That's my wish. 

I follow CBT therapy, i hope it'll help. 


Well this is what i just wanted to share :)


 


xoxo Saskia

 






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Feb 09 2010, 12:46 pm

Saskia,


I really liked your posting you relate to me so much and I completly understand how you feel, it suxs and we all hope to just get over it I always say id give up a arm just to get rid of this... And now I am a mommy and have to work a full time job and feel im heading down that dark road once again. Id love to chat with you and maybe see if we have some advice for eachother. Oh whats the CBT therapy?


TTYL


Miranda



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