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Psychiatrist
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By:
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cjmerrell90
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Mood:
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Fearful
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Date:
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Mar 29, 2013
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Music:
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None
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Well, I went to a psychiatrist yesterday at the local mental hospital. I was informed that based on all my symptoms, thoughts, etc. not only do I have a severe panic disorder and depression, I also have OCD :( which of course makes things worse. She also said my symptoms are pretty severe. Not sever enough to be put in the hospital but I definitely need intense help. I start intensive outpatient therapy on Monday which lasts 4 weeks and I go mon-fri for 3 hours. I'm glad to be getting help but it sure does suck to hear how bad it really is. Then again realizing and accepting the truth is the first step to recovery I suppose :/ it's just so hard. Things are so rough right now. Needing prayers and positive vibes that this therapy and possibly a mixture of meds will help tremendously! I'm not looking to be 100% healed (although that would be awesome!!!) I just want to feel somewhat normal and to be happy again!
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