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esurbb
By: esurbb
Mood: Anxious
Date: Apr 09, 2012
Music: None


So I am super wired today after my incedent on Saturday. I have no meds. None. And I tried to go to the pharmacy yesterday, but of course it was Easter so everything was closed. I am like just really jittery. I am afraid at like any second I am just going to freak out. I'm at work of course my biggest stresser. I have had no energy to do anything. I have no clean clothes. My apartment is a mess. The sink is full of dishes. I just look at it all and want to cry. I can't stand it. I wish I could just hire a maid.

I'm going away this weekend. To Virginia to stay with an Aunt of mine. SHe lives in the mountains in the middle of nowhere. I am hoping it'll be a relief.

I hope everyone had a good Holiday. :)


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From: triggered
Apr 09 2012, 3:46 pm
Hope that this spell if over for you soon. Getting back into your routine ought to be a big relief. I might suggest knocking out a few key chores before you go so you don't think about them while you are trying to relax... not because they need to be done, but so you don't fret over them. Hope that makes sense.



triggered


From: TruthfullyEmo86
Apr 09 2012, 2:53 pm
Im new to the site but wanted to say i know what you mean. I dont work as of right now but i do go to school and when it hits me out of nowhere its hard to explain to some of these other college kids why im so quiet or why im not my normal cheery joking self. I go to school in a ghetto part of LA where im like literally the only white kid there and everyones solution to everything is "oh its ok dog just smoke some weed" and Im just sitting there going wow you really dont understand. i feel at any moment i could weird out even more and cuase myself to pass out or something. I myself dont have health insurance so i dont have any medications to take so i just normally have to deal with it. I used to live in the Angeles National Forest, my parents worked at a Methodist church camp up there and we lived there for about 15 years, and being in the middle of nowhere is actually quite nice so i say you go and enjoy that. they have long since moved from there due to the fires a year or so ago but just being out in gods amazing peace and natural quiet does wonders for people like us.As for your apartment, i cant really help ya there cuase im just an anal neat freak when it comes to that... sometimes cleaning even helps me take my mind off "losing it". I hope the Rest of your day goes well and good luck!

TruthfullyEmo86


From: bonita2243
Apr 09 2012, 10:42 am
oh please dont feel like that i'm so happy im not on meds they really become addictive you just hang in there everything is going to be alright.

bonita2243