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New onslaught of anxiety issues
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By:
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gomizzou
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Mood:
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Other
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Date:
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Jul 16, 2012
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Music:
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None
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Fear of...filling out a FAFSA form....fear that I won't follow through on going back to school somehow even though I have "vowed" that I would....ovewhelming inferiority issues over not having a laptop, --it's getting to the point that it's making me depressed and anxious everytime I walk into a library or Starbucks, etc. and see so many people that have one...fear of what decision by Voc rehab is on whether they have decided to assist me or not....sadness/fear over "no longer being needed"to help with my nephew Andrew(Who is borderline autistic)now that my sister was able to find him a new camp this summer where he is happy with what he is doing after having to leave another one after all of one day because he was miserable, and his departure in the weeks ahead to the college in Chicago that specializes in helping kids like him....all of these issues, whether rational or irrrational, currenly plauging me and bringing on a potential new wave of anxiety attacks/depression after having a blissful reprieve from both, and the fear that this new wave of those things bringing on anxiety in and of itself...I'm worried, very, very worried......this is possibly a rough draft for now.....I may or may not elaborate later....hope everyone is doing well out there.
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