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My Life Lately
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By:
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cry88
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Mood:
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Anxious
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Date:
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Dec 08, 2012
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Music:
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None
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So this is my first time doing something like this, but i feel like i need some change in my life and this is a step i should take. I am a 16 year old girl with a plethora of issues. I have the worst anxiety out of anyone i've ever crossed paths with. I am an ambitious person and i think that has a lot to do with my anxiety. I guess i can call myself a perfectionist as well. Sometimes i don't like who i am. Then i think about all of the wonderful accomplishments and sacrifices i have made. The future is a scary thing. I talk about it like i know exactly where i am heading, but it scares me so much and i stay up night after night worrying if i am actually doing enough. I am dissappointed in myself. I don't like that feeling. It makes everything worse. I have seen a psychiatrist and multiple therapists, but neither have fully fixed myself. I am tired and scared
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