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Just thinkin
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By:
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cloftis86
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Mood:
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Okay
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Date:
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Feb 14, 2012
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Music:
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None
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I was just thinkin about how things are going. Up until a month ago, I hadn't had a panic attack since around 2007. My life was back to normal. I could do anything without worrying. I had beaten anxiety and I felt great. So what happened? Why did they start again? Why is my life going back to the same place it was all those years ago? Back then...I couldn't drive or be alone. I hated going to crowded places. This time, everything was going ok. I was having panic attacks but just trying to fix it. Guess what? I don't want to drive. It makes me shaky even thinking about it. I don't want to be alone. I can't let anxiety win...everytime I avoid something it's a point for anxiety. I know I can beat it. I did before. So why am I letting these things start again?? I'm ready for therapy. Maybe that will help me get my life back. It did the last time.
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