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Insomnia
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By:
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cry88
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Mood:
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Tired
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Date:
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Dec 08, 2012
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Music:
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None
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Well it's been pretty tough to fall asleep lately. I don't know if it's because I can't get my mind to stop wandering for five minutes or if I have a real problem. I think I've found a root to all my issues but I didn't think it'd make me feel this way. Lately I've been depressed and just can't seem to get happy. I feel like nothing I do is good enough for my family, my friends, my teachers, myself.... In society today, most may see my mood as seeking attention but I really need help. I need to put a lid on this because I'm tired of feeling this way. All I've wanted to do lately is cry and cry and cry and cry but I don't give myself enough time to really express my emotions. I bottle them up and hope that the seal won't break at the most inconvenient time. I don't feel like I'm my age. I feel like my problems range from being a 16 year old girl to a 20 year old girl. I feel like I worry so much about things that won't change anything for a few years and it's driving me insane!!! I need help. I need support. I need a friend.
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