I wish time owuld stand still
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By:
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Turtlelove
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Mood:
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Don't know
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Date:
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Mar 23, 2012
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Wednesday 13
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I'm having some rough times as of late. My biggest fear is seeing the dentist and the problems with my teeth are getting worse. I tried to get help from a normal dentist one can be saved via root canal and the other broke in half on monday. I tried to get it pulled but they told me to go to the oral surgeon.. Terrified doesn't begin to cover what I feel. My sister tried to commit suicide on tuesday and has been in the hospital since.. I have been visiting her as much as they will let me. I have shed so many tears over the last few days. I'm in a serious funk I can't get myself to snap out of it. I have a friend's wedding coming up. Which is stressing me out. She keeps bringing up the wedding plans and I'm just not there to help her. I just wish time would stand still just for a day or to. I won't have to think about other people's problems. I feel like i'm suffocating in other people's problems on top of my own. I don't know how to cope with all of this anymore.
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