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Hello again
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By:
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Turtlelove
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Mood:
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Don't know
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Date:
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Apr 02, 2012
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Music:
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None
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Hey I havn't wrote a blog in a while. I was thinking that if I didn't acknowlage my anxiety for a while it would help. To some degree it did but not for long. my friends on here know about my phobia of dentists.. I have been having I problems with 2 teeth 1 can be saved and the other has to be surgically removed. I don't know what to do. I'm in pain here and there but I can't get myself in to get them taken care of. I'm litterally terrified. Thoughts of the dentist and what they are going to do to my teeth are at least 95% of what I think about every day. It's borderline ocd. I keep calming myself down by telling myself I will get them taken care of soon. (when I can calm myself down) I keep telling myself I need to just hold out for some help.. Just for some help.. I don't even know what will help me anymore. I have of late become seriously depressed as well. I can't seem to keep up with house work or things I used to enjoy.. Any time I go to sleep I wake up thinking someone is taking me to the dentist today and automaticly panic.. I just don't know what to do anymore or where to turn..
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