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Hello Friends!
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By:
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anxiety101
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Mood:
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Okay
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Date:
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May 27, 2012
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None
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How is everyone doing? This weekend was ok for me, I didn't struggle too much with that punk-behind bully anxiety. But it's lurking. Always lurking. I've been trying to stay mentally positive to keep it from getting too much leadway. What I have been thinking about a lot is school. I want to go back to school soooo badly I can smell the damn books. For some reason I think it would help me a bit. I am constantly being told to try and relax. Find something that makes you feel peaceful and happy, well as odd as it seems, school is it. I feel like I need to challenge myself mentally, like that is one of the best ways to exercise my mind. My mom asked me, "Aside from the kids, Greg (my fiance) and helping others, what does Lashawn like that just SHE likes what would Lashawn like to do for herself to make her feel good inside? What makes you happy"? I had no idea how to answer that question. I still don't. All I came up with was school. But what else? What else is there for me? I think this is the hardest question I've been asked to answer.....
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