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Disapointment

spiralbead
By: spiralbead
Mood: Sad
Date: May 23, 2008
Music: None


I don't know what to do with my life. I can't hold down a job. I am on Social Security Disability. It's rare for me to have a boyfriend. It rare for me to make friends, I have a few. I have a few family members who accept me, love me. I don't know what my life is going to be like if something happened to them. I've tried therapists and meds, they don't work. Most of my time is spent at my home, because I have such dificulty dealing with the outside world. I don't know how to function, or if I will ever get better. Frown
 


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From: spiralbead
Jun 18 2008, 12:50 am

Thank you for your responses...I was trying to write a fiction, and a non-fiction, but it will take a while.

Shannon 

 



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From: sonne63
May 24 2008, 9:55 am
I wish I could say something inspirational, but I am replying to your blog because I feel almost exactly the same way. You say on your page that you like to write; do you ever write fiction? Maybe if you used your writing as a distraction technique from your anxiety, that might help. You are at home a lot now, so why not write a short story or some poetry and submit it for publishing? What could it hurt? You can write it from home, submit it to an online journal or publishing house from home, you don't have to leave your house. I'm sorry if this advice is getting on your nerves, I know with my social anxiety, when people try to offer advice, I sometimes get angry because I feel people just "don't get it". Anyway, hang in there and take a lot of solace and advice from your family; they are accepting of you and love you and that is worth everything. Sonne

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