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esurbb
By: esurbb
Mood: Frustrated
Date: Apr 08, 2012
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Yesterday I was sick. I got no sleep. I was sleep deprived and very frustrated. I took my entire bottle of Seroquel. I know It was stupid. It wasn't a suicide attempt. I just wanted to sleep so bad. Obviously I was rushed to the hospital where I had to chug charcoal. Nasty stuff, but honestly I think I have tasted worse things. My therapist came to the hospital and talked with me for a while. She agreed she didn't think it was a suicide attempt like everyone else thought. I passed the psych evaluation and was medically cleared to go home. And then I finally got the sleep I needed, about 14 hours of it.

Now I am just dreading all the family functions of the day and all of the "are you okays?" and "why did you do that". Because I don't know why.

Also if you are going to leave comments on this about how stupid I was with the pill things please don't.

P.S. Still sick






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From: Dee123
Apr 08 2012, 10:55 pm
The things we do for sleep......
Hope your feeling a bit better.
Keep us posted......we care!

Dee123


Apr 08 2012, 2:30 pm
no judgement from anybody should come anyway. the hope they would knock you out for a few hours is enough to take them! sorry its been tough hun, hope you feel better soon

duchamp


Apr 08 2012, 1:26 pm
I hope you feel better soon. Take care.

Chantale


From: Mo
Apr 08 2012, 8:48 am
I used to be on Seroquel....has it worked in the past to help you sleep? Never helped me with sleep. There are sleep meds available to help with that.
Sounds like a rough day ahead with answering all the questions about it all.
Hang in there and I hope you get thru the day ok.

Mo


Apr 08 2012, 8:46 am
Judgement free zone. (((((esurbb)))))

I really hope that family isn't coming to your place. If you aren't feeling up to it and want to skip it, you have my blessing. :-)



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