Charcoal
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By:
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esurbb
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Mood:
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Frustrated
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Date:
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Apr 08, 2012
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Music:
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None
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Yesterday I was sick. I got no sleep. I was sleep deprived and very frustrated. I took my entire bottle of Seroquel. I know It was stupid. It wasn't a suicide attempt. I just wanted to sleep so bad. Obviously I was rushed to the hospital where I had to chug charcoal. Nasty stuff, but honestly I think I have tasted worse things. My therapist came to the hospital and talked with me for a while. She agreed she didn't think it was a suicide attempt like everyone else thought. I passed the psych evaluation and was medically cleared to go home. And then I finally got the sleep I needed, about 14 hours of it. Now I am just dreading all the family functions of the day and all of the "are you okays?" and "why did you do that". Because I don't know why. Also if you are going to leave comments on this about how stupid I was with the pill things please don't. P.S. Still sick
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