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Made it Through Boot Camp!
DATE: Oct 04 2012, 9:05 pm / MOOD: Other

made it through 8 weeks of Navy boot camp. i won't lie, my anxiety kicked my butt a little bit, but through praye andmy family and my friends support, i got through it. also, the military wants us to donate to charities. so i chose Freedom From Fear. its an anxiety clinic in New York. i encourage all of you to check it out. and thank you to all my friends and supporters here for helping me survive bootcamp. i love you all :) and thank you. HOO YAH Navy! :D



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Later tribe. Off to boot camp
DATE: Jul 28 2012, 8:52 am / MOOD: Other






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overcoming my anxiety, FINALLY!
DATE: Apr 21 2012, 7:25 pm / MOOD: Other



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back on AT and in the military
DATE: Mar 05 2012, 7:26 am / MOOD: Other

hey everyone. been a little while since i been here but im back. since i been away, ive FINALLY finished school and the best part is that im officially apart of the united states navy! the gave me a job, i go in as an E3 (which is higher than a normal recruit) and i leave on July 26th :) im happy cuz i finally get to seek therapy, see the world, and have an opportunity to get over my anxiety! ill keep you guys posted on my progress.



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Going to the military
DATE: Jan 12 2012, 7:33 pm / MOOD: Other

i'm thinking about going to the navy. at this point my decision is pretty much made up that its what i want to do. the only thing that i worry about is "fitting in." that is something that sends my anxiety through the roof. sad to say but making friends, showing people that im the nicest guy in the world and selling myself has never been a talent. i know the military is going to be a rough step up from that. not only that but some of my friends and family believe that ill come back "an asshole" or "a dick" or "a jerk." just pray for me guys because this will be a challenge but im going to man up and fight through it.



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be yourself regardless of anxiety
DATE: Dec 30 2011, 3:47 pm / MOOD: Other

"Distinguishing yourself as an "individual" is something thats always been discouraged by society. They want you to "fit in," belong. I, never believed in that. Society's tendency to condemn that which it does not understand, thats disturbing. In that, we (individuals) are disturbed" -David Draimnan

point being be yourself regardless if you havee anxiety or not. thats a lesson im learning everyday.



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Happy Thanksgiving
DATE: Nov 24 2011, 10:31 am / MOOD: Other

to all my close friends, cool people i met and potential friends and EVERYONE on Anxiety Tribe, Happy Thanksgiving from my household to yours! lets be thankful and not just keep our blessings to ourselves. Lets help those who arent as fortunate and bring thanksgiving and love to them. we got one life and one planet, lets make it better :) happy thanksgiving! peace, love.........and turkey ;)

-Nick



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starting to think
DATE: Nov 22 2011, 6:44 pm / MOOD: Other

i've really been trying lately to get back in the dating seen. my last girl i didnt believe was being completely honest and the before that rarely even wanted to do anything. im starting to even have doubts that maybe dating is even for me. i know we've all heard the same scenario from people before but if you ever been in that stage of life, it gets really frustrating.

it goes like this:

1. you meet that person

2. conversations go well

3 you start to like her/him

4. you find something amiss

5. the situation/conflict comes to a head

6. you fall out

7. the person leaves

even when im not dating the person. it could be just a casual fling and it goes the same. i recently met a girl and at first things went well but she bored the live dog sh*t outta me. idk. just needed to vent some steam. hope you guys have a good thanksgiving.



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more confident, more powerful ;)
DATE: Nov 20 2011, 10:47 pm / MOOD: Full of life

a buddy of mine who played football and put on a decent amount of muscle decided it'd be better if we went to the gym together 3 days a week. and i gotta say, ive never been more motivated and actually believe that i CAN be more attractive, more disciplined and more confident. something ive been needing :)



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so called "friends"
DATE: Nov 19 2011, 1:51 pm / MOOD: Other

wow. ok, you know what, after today i've decided that some old friends you just HAVE to let go of. cuz over time they show you just how much of a friend they REALLY were -_- so f@ck em as far as im concerned.



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