Anxiety Self Help

I'm sorry to everyone here....I haven't been a friend....and for that I am sorry. I thought that maybe I could deal with things and be normal, but I was mistaken. I just realized how many times I said "I"....that's my problem (other than the obvious...lol)

I just want to be normal....for once....Everyone keeps telling me how selfish I am because I know when I can't deal with situations, but all they do is turn it around and sayI'm being selfish. Maybe I am being selfish, but it is for there benefit too...

It's humiliating to feel this way. I've worked since I was 16 years old and now I'm in my 30s and I cant hold a job. I could have an interview in the morning and I am scared to leave the house. Why??????????