Anxiety

DATE: Oct 15 2008, 9:12 am / MOOD: Don\'t know

ok i am a bit warred how my anxiety will be on my sister weeding day i could go to her hen night because the anxiety was to munch

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DATE: Oct 11 2008, 11:42 am / MOOD: Frustrated

ok know one seem to understand my anxiety people think its no big deal to have anxiety but its hard i wish they could be in my head and my body and then they would know what it is like its hell people think anxiety is nothing but un lest u have had it

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DATE: Apr 25 2008, 4:48 am / MOOD: Other

TO DAY I WENT TO THERPY MY MUM HAD TO COME IN IT WAS GOING TO BE MY LAST THERPY SESSIONS BUT MY MUM TOLD HER I HAVE BEEN CUTING SO I GOT TO SEE HER AGAIN IN 4 WEEKS TO THINCK IF I WANT TO STOP THE CUTING SHE SAID ITS GOING TO BE HARD I WOULDNT SAY THERPY HAS HELP ME  AT ALL WOULD SAY MY MEDS HAVE RELLY HELP ME A LOT

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DATE: Apr 23 2008, 10:36 am / MOOD: Lonely

will i cut myshalf again to day my mum found out and she put them in the bin i been thincking about cuting myshalf again but i cant because she put them in the bin

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DATE: Apr 21 2008, 3:19 pm / MOOD: Tired

i cut myshalf again to day i was watching tv about this girl who hear vices so i run over to cut myshalf there was a lot of boold oh will that life for ta sssssssssssh*t

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DATE: Apr 16 2008, 12:59 pm / MOOD: Other

i went to my step sister house i was fine till her dog came in and she keep jumping up at me so i thincking i got dog poo on be i had gloves on i keep playing with her dog to take my mind of me warrying about if i had dog poo on me i said to my other sister can we go i had i want to go home i was up set i nearly start to cry so i went home i had to have a shower and change my clothes and i had to clean my watch because the dog tounch it i was crying when i got home i had to clean my phone and i cut my shalf again befor i got in the shower but i had no anxiety i thinck that because of the meds and i was still thincking about cuting myshalf but i didnt do it again

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DATE: Apr 11 2008, 4:29 am / MOOD: Angry

i went mad in therpy to day because of breaking up with my bf i kick a chair over and was trying to broke my phone

i was swerning at her relly bad want to hit her but thx god i didnt  she brought in other dr to talk to me but i didnt like him being there then he left and i kick of again and she had to bring in her boss i not relly a bad person i jest could cope with my bf leaveing me i all so cut my shalf when i got back from therpy it made me feel a bit better but i feel like i want to do it again

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DATE: Apr 10 2008, 3:41 pm / MOOD: Sad

I JEST BREAK UP WITH MY BOY FRIEND I LOVE HIM SO MUNCH HE MADE ME HAPPY I JEST FEEL LIKE I WANT SOME ONE TO LOVE ME AND SAY EVERY THINGS WILL BE OK AND THAT THERE NEVER LEAVE ME I FEEL SO ALONE RIGHT NOW AND HE SAID HE DONT WANT TO BE WITH SOME ONE WHO CUT THEM SHALF

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DATE: Feb 20 2008, 10:26 am / MOOD: Happy

will i jest weight my shalf to day and i 10 stone and it feel good i onley jest got out of bed  uk time its about 6.25 i hopeing to get down to 9 stone or mybe 8 stone would be good but i onley ate a banana to day but life feel better when i not fat lol i am geting a little obbesons with my weight again i dont no if other people feel like this but when i eat a lot of food in one day i feel like a right fat cow lol oh i do have thought about makeing my shalf sick but i have tride it weared i jest cant make my shalf sick how stupid is that

 

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DATE: Jan 30 2008, 1:47 pm / MOOD: Bored

hi jest want to ask if any one on here has a eating distordes because i think i might be showing the first sigh of a eating distordes

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