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antonyb Male
24 years old
Bolton,
United Kingdom

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Job: Engineer
Smoke: No
Drink: Sometimes
Religion: Not Religious
Orientation: Straight
Dating status: Single
MEMBER SINCE: Aug 12 2008, 12:24 pm
STAR SIGN: Cancer
LAST LOGIN: Dec 13 2008, 8:22 am

Most of the Star Treks, anything sci-fi really. And the action movies, Rambo: First Blood is especially good I always watch that when its on tele. The other Rambos are ok too. Terminator movies, not so much number 3 though. Starship Troopers too! I don't mind horror movies and enjoy watching comedies as well.

Dance stuff is my fave, Cascada, Freemasons and so on - the kinda stuff they play on Galaxy. R&B and Hip-Hop are cool too.

Indie stuff is not my sort of thing but I don't mind it I suppose, just not something I would choose to listen to. Coldplay are ok, but their music tends to depress me too much!

I don't read books to be honest, shame on me. If someone will recommend one to start with then I will look it up. Why haven't I read many books? I suppose I was one of those who preferred just to look at the pictures rather than the words.




I have social phobia, I avoid all social situations and have done so for about 10 years. I feel I have missed out on so much stuff, like all the stuff normal folk do when they leave school and grow up. I feel left behind, forgotten about, alone.

I have a decent job and I like doing it, if it wasn't for that job and a supportive family I would be a lot worse off than I am now. I'm not depressed just very very frustrated at not summoning up the effort to help myself, so here I am on this website. I have looked at myspace and facebook and they feel almost alien to me whereas a place like this feels much 'safer'.

Maybe I can meet some friends on here because apart from family and the people I speak to at work I have no friends at all, they have all moved on.

Relationships and girls? Unfortunatley I've never done any of it! There are days where I long to be in a relationship but then there are days where I feel relieved to be single.

So there are the problems. I think inspite of all that I am a nice guy but only you can be the judge of that, I'll just try my best.

I'm 24 but I feel like I should still be 15, if that makes any sense.

Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||| 70%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 70%
Antisocial |||||| 22%
Borderline |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 46%
Narcissistic |||||| 26%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Dependent |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||||| 66%
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Your Social Anxiety Level: 76%



You have high social anxiety.

You have a pretty serious social phobia, and it effects your life more than you may realize.

It's possible that you've made yourself comfortable by avoiding situations you dread.

But don't be fooled - you still probably need professional help.


Football (Bolton Wanderers), Music - Dance mostly but also a bit of R&B, Hip-hop as well, Cascada is my fave I think. I like watching Star Trek (it rocks actually) which is good cos they repeat it loads on television so I always find something to watch.

I also like computers and the internet even though they probably contributed to my Social Phobia.

SOUTH PARK! Oh my god they killed Kenny!

My Cat.

My job, yes I really do! Aint that great!

Sometimes I dislike my appearance and sometimes I think im ok.... does that count?

I dislike having social phobia...

I have hay fever and I certainly dislike that!

I hate getting up early in the morning to go to work even though I like my job. I just don't like getting out of a nice, warm, comfy bed until I'm ready and not a second before.

Spiders!

Goin on the computer, watching TV, Bolton Wanderers Football Club, Star Trek.

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Aug 18 2008, 8:09 am
HI ANTHONY WELCOME I AM PLEASED TO SEE THAT YOU HAVE ADAM AS YOUR FRIEND WHO IS LOCAL TO YOU I HAVE BEEN SPEAKING WITH ADAM FOR THE PAST WEEK OR SO AND FEEL THAT HE IS REALLY IN NEED OF A FRIEND WITH A SIMILAR CONDITION TO HIS WHO LIVES CLOSE BY .HOPE YOU STAY IN CONTACT WITH HIM TINA

TINAWHITE_1968


Aug 12 2008, 10:59 pm
im a big south park fan also hello there and welcome to the site :)

Agoraphobicgirl


Aug 12 2008, 6:54 pm
James2007