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Female
42 years old
Hopkinsville, Kentucky
United States
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MY DETAILS
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MEMBER SINCE:
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Nov 25 2012, 12:33 am |
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LAST LOGIN:
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Mar 16 2013, 10:58 pm |
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Music
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country
70's 80's rock
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Books
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don't read Have only read on book in my adulthood
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About Yourself
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I am 41 yrs old a mother of 6 but only 3 still young enough to live at home, I am happily married now for almost 17 years but with hubby for 20 he is my rock and i feel without him i could not survive. and have been diagnosed with PTSD depression anxiety and panic. I am terribly afraid of dying and every time i feel a pain i want to go to E.R. I have run up so many bills and I need help to stop this. I also feel symptoms if someone tells me symptoms they are having I physically feel them.
So tired of living like this because I am NOT living. It has taken such a toll on me I don't want to go to work, or leave my home.
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Likes
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music, family, laying in dark room for hours
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Dislikes
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leaving home, crowds of people, being alone, loud music,ANXIETY AND PANIC, losing friends and people i care about, fear of death, and fear of losing husband because of my disorder
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Hobbies
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used to write poetry and have had some published but have lost the ability to write anymore, just cant make any sense when i try.
would love to be able to read but young ens wont leave me alone enough for me to do that and i really want to learn more on how to cope.
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MY FRIENDS
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acusick71 has 24 friend(s)
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