May 04 2007, 1:16 pm / Angry
ok this is about my ex bf i just had to get this off my chest...i think ill feel better after
i hate that you cheated on me i hate that you lied to me i hate that you used me i hate that i was stupid enough to believe you i hate that i trusted you i hate that i can't trust anyone anymore i hate that you had fake love for me i hate that i really loved you i hate that you wasted a year and a half of my time i hate that your happy without me i hate that im miserable without you i hate that you won't admit to what you did i hate that you have no shame in what you did i hate that you didn't even say your sorry i hate that i think about you most of the time i hate that you don't give a damn about me i hate that i will never know the truth i hate that you lied to everyone else about why we broke up i hate that they believed you i hate that you have a new gf a week after we broke up i hate that i can't have a bf because of you i hate that your friends and family are happy we broke up i hate that they like her better than me i hate that you lied to you new gf about what happened i hate that you'll probably do the same sh*t to her and other girls i hate that im the one who suffers when your the one who wronged me i hate that i fell in love with you i hate that you promised me forever i hate that i believed you i hate that you made me happy i hate that now you make me depressed i hate that you made me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world i hate that now you make me feel like a worthless piece of sh*t i hate that you were so sweet to me i hate that now you're an asshole i hate that you made me laugh i hate that you made me smile i hate that now u make me cry i hate that you moved away i hate that you said you would visit me and never did i hate that you said you would always come back for me i hate that you said it would be in 2 months...then 6 months....then 10 months.....then never i hate that i never got to say goodbye forever i hate that we broke up over the internet cuz you wouldn't talk to me on the phone i hate that i realized you cheated after we were over i hate that i never got to confront you i hate that i ignored all the signs you were lying i hate that i couldn't see you only wanted me for sex i hate that i blame myself for you cheating i hate that i wasn't good enough for you i hate that i wasn't the best gf that i could have been i hate that it's too late to change that now i hate that now i've changed for the better but you're not here to see it i hate that even with all your flaws your were perfect to me i hate that you couldn't accept me the way i am i hate that you yelled at me when i cried i hate that you left me when i needed you the most i hate that i thought it meant something i hate that i won't ever love again the way i loved you i hate that your the one that broke up with me when your the one that cheated i hate that your new gf is pretty i hate that im jealous of her i hate that the thought of you touching her makes me sick i hate that i want what she has i hate that she doesn't have my problems i hate that you're probably happier with her i hate that she took my place i hate that i can't stop thinking about you with her i hate that i can't stop looking at pictures of you with her i hate her i hate that you said you wouldn't date anyone else after me i hate that you said you would still have sex with other girls i hate that you said you still loved me when you don't i hate that you said you would still talk to me after we broke up i hate that you never did i hate that you lied just to have sex with me i hate that you'll never want me back i hate that i can't get revenge i hate that i can't see you so i can break your face i hate that you laugh at me because im hurt over you i hate that i can't just forget about you i hate that i went out with the most selfish asshole i've ever met i hate that i have to get through this all alone i hate that everyone acts like what you did isn't a big deal i hate that everyone turns their back on me when i need them the most i hate that you think i'm a bitch when your the asshole i hate that im embarassed for what you did to me i hate that your not worth my tears but i still cry over you i hate that you were my first real boyfriend i hate that your the first guy i kissed i hate that your the first guy i f@cked i hate that your my first love i hate that i gave you my heart and my soul and you just throw it back in my face i hate that i can't delete the pictures of us i hate that i can't throw away the presents you gave me i hate that i can't delete you off my phone i hate that we have so many good memories i hate that i'll never get to see you again to know if we still have something i hate that the happiest i've ever been in my life was when i was with you i hate that i'll never be that happy again i hate that i miss you so f@cking much i hate that i still love you i hate that you stabbed me in the heart and left me to die i hate that you will always be a part of my heart i hope you feel the pain i felt one day i hope karma gets you back i hope you will realize what you did i hope you will feel guilty for what you did i hope i can love again i hope i can trust again i hope i wont think about you ever again i hope i can forgive you for what you did
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