'I'm quite harmless now you see.To you.And now nobody can hurt me on the inside. I have this trick- Anything you can do to me,I do to myself already. And, I hit harder than you ever could...'
SoullessBVBLover Female
19 years old
Orlando, Florida
United States

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Job: N/A
Smoke: No
Drink: No
Religion: Christian
Orientation: Straight
Dating status: Hopelessly in love
MEMBER SINCE: Mar 19 2012, 10:07 am
STAR SIGN: Aquarius
LAST LOGIN: Dec 01 2015, 12:12 pm

Harry Potter, Halloween Series (Michael Myers<3 and NOT the remake) Sweeney Todd, Eight Below, The unborn, The woman in black, Alice in wonderland,Friday the 13th, Anime movies (naruto, KHR, Etc..), All Tim Burton Movies (that man is amazing...<3), etc

Black Veil Brides, Breaking Benjamin ,Get Scared, my chemical romance,Dead Poetic, RED, Skillet,Sum 41, escape the fate, Thousand Foot Krutch, Bullet for my valentine, Suicide Silence, hollywood undead,Dead by April, 30 seconds to mars, three days grace, Nine Lashes, big bang, evanescence,Picture me broken,Rise against, we are the fallen,10 Years, D.R.U.G.S, Falling In Reverse; Lostprophets, Sixx:am, Misfits, linkin park, paramore,dead in April, Supercell, Koda Kumi, FLOW, Nico, Hawthrone heights, and..ALOT more...So if you want to know just ask me...

Harry Potter series, Uglies , Sweet blood, Edgar Allen Poe books, Fallen series, Nightshade series, etc. (list more later)

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Depression Support , Animal Lovers , Eating Disorders , Metal , Cutting,body image ,and more , Music Therapy , Members In Need , Sexual Abuse Survivors , WTF? , P-Traumatic Stress Disorder , Black Veil Brides fans , We're all mad here!

Hey...My name is Andrea.

I live in Orlando, Florida

I'm a pale girl with a lip-piercing and blue/black hair...I rather not describe or show what I look like...Part of my image dismorphia (sorry if I spelled that wrong..) I'm also a vegetarian..

Anyway...I mostly keep to myself, I don't really have any friends I can talk to, And my family doesn't help the situation.

I have Social Anxiety/Phobia, I'm diabetic, I have stomach ulcers from stress, Depression,PTSD, I get panic attack almost everyday...I'm also battling Anorexia and Bulimia as well as self-harming and Sometimes abuse my panic attack and pain medicine so I feel numb... I'm a mess mentally and physically..But I rather not go into details for that right now.

I love to be around animals, Drawing and writing. I'm also a 'music junkie', harry potter and doctor who are my addiction, also the walking dead.I live and breathe it just to find some escape.

I joined this site to hopefully be able to connect with people who have similar problems, and to actually be able to talk to someone about it, Not just some shrink who is paid to listen to these sh*tty problems.

I guess that's it for now...If you want to know more just send me a message?

All I know is..I feel like i'm fading further and further into the darkness, And the feeling has become so numb, Does anyone else feel like this

Also...I love o be with animals, Ever since I was in kindergarten I've wanted to become a Vet for my career, And I still plan to, I'm even in a Vet program at school..I find it so much easier to work with animals, Rather then people.

I do have a long time crush on a guy I know. but I know it's pointless so I don't know why I can't shake these feelings and move on because it will NEVER happen. I'm just an idiot I guess...never dated not even once.

Anyway...later I guess.

Black Veil Brides, Music (Mostly Rock,Metal/screamo), Animals, Harry Potter,Doctor Who, Writing, Drawing, Japanese Anime, Manga, Being alone,walking dead My dogs Snowball and Spicegirl (Spicegirl's twin Sugarboy sadly died

Being around alot of people, Being judged by people who don't know me, People who are cruel to animals,People who take disorder's and self-harming lightly and makes jokes about it, color pink, Pop music, MY SELF

...Will update later.

Writing, Drawing, Playing guitar (lead, bass, acoustic), Being with animals, Playing violin,Reading, writing...etc

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From: harvey
Oct 02 2015, 7:55 am
just saying "hi"!


From: harvey
Sep 19 2015, 9:36 pm
I hope you are having a good weekend!


Aug 30 2015, 2:30 pm
Hi Andrea, I'm Kat, i sent u a friend request., I'm friends with a few of your friends too! I read your profile, and I was alot like u when I was 19. I can relate, but it does get better, hang in there, kat


From: Kirah
Aug 29 2015, 12:09 pm
Your situation sounds similar to mine when I was growing up. f@cking sucks! It's pity we're in different states. I would help you if I could.

Just know that there is hope. I remember when my family hit rock bottom. We were homeless. Sleeping in a f@cking van. My dad was mainly at fault for all the bad sh*t that happened. I thought it would never get better. I thought that that would be the end. Stay strong, fight . Try and get yourself help. Do what you need to do for your self.


Aug 29 2015, 12:08 am
I am a bit of a mother hen - with kids your age. But I was your age too, and I nearly chucked it in myself back then. It was a pretty close call. And it would have been a waste.

Life gets better. It doesn't get worse, it gets better. You get more control, more power. More choices. You can run away and herd yaks in the Himalayas. Go to california and build mud houses. You could build your own island out of bottles like that guy on youtube and just sail away. anything you want. Anything you can think of, you can go and do.

You don't have to stay locked up here forever and you have to remember that! :) you can do anything.

Anything. :)