"I'm quite harmless now you see.To you.And now nobody can hurt me on the inside. I have this trick- Anything you can do to me,I do to myself already. And, I hit harder than you ever could..."
SoullessBVBLover Female
19 years old
Orlando, Florida
United States

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Smoke: No
Drink: No
Religion: Christian
Orientation: Straight
Dating status: Single
MEMBER SINCE: Mar 19 2012, 10:07 am
STAR SIGN: Aquarius
LAST LOGIN: Jul 03 2013, 1:04 am

Harry Potter, Halloween Series (Michael Myers<3 and NOT the remake) Sweeney Todd, Eight Below, The unborn, The woman in black, Alice in wonderland,Friday the 13th, Anime movies (naruto, KHR, Etc..), All Tim Burton Movies (that man is amazing...<3), etc

Black Veil Brides, Breaking Benjamin ,Get Scared, my chemical romance,Dead Poetic, RED, Skillet,Sum 41, escape the fate, Thousand Foot Krutch, Bullet for my valentine, Suicide Silence, hollywood undead,Dead by April, 30 seconds to mars, three days grace, Nine Lashes, big bang, evanescence,Picture me broken,Rise against, we are the fallen,10 Years, D.R.U.G.S, Falling In Reverse; Lostprophets, Sixx:am, Misfits, linkin park, paramore,dead in April, Supercell, Koda Kumi, FLOW, Nico, Hawthrone heights, and..ALOT more...So if you want to know just ask me...

Harry Potter series, Uglies , Sweet blood, Edgar Allen Poe books, Fallen series, Nightshade series, etc. (list more later)

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Dec 24 2012, 10:32 am

Animal Lovers , Eating Disorders , Metal , Cutting,body image ,and more , Music Therapy , Members In Need , Sexual Abuse Survivors , WTF? , Black Veil Brides fans

Hey...My name is Andrea.

I live in Orlando, Florida

I'm a pale girl with a lip-piercing and blue/black hair...I rather not describe or show what I look like...Part of my image dismorphia (sorry if I spelled that wrong..) I'm also a vegetarian..

Anyway...I mostly keep to myself, I don't really have any friends I can talk to, And my family doesn't help the situation.

I have Social Anxiety/Phobia, I'm diabetic, I have stomach ulcers from stress, Depression, I get panic attack almost everyday...I'm also battling Anorexia and Bulimia as well as self-harming and Sometimes abuse my panic attack and pain medicine so I feel numb... I'm a mess mentally and physically..But I rather not go into details for that right now.

I love to be around animals, Drawing and writing. I'm also a 'music junkie', I live and breathe it just to find some escape.

I joined this site to hopefully be able to connect with people who have similar problems, and to actually be able to talk to someone about it, Not just some shrink who is paid to listen to these sh*tty problems.

I guess that's it for now...If you want to know more just send me a message?

All I know is..I feel like i'm fading further and further into the darkness, And the feeling has become so numb, Does anyone else feel like this

Also...I love o be with animals, Ever since I was in kindergarten I've wanted to become a Vet for my career, And I still plan to, I'm even in a Vet program at school..I find it so much easier to work with animals, Rather then people.

Anyway...later I guess.

Black Veil Brides, Music (Mostly Rock,Metal/screamo), Animals, Harry Potter, Writing, Drawing, Japanese Anime, Manga, Being alone, My dogs Snowball and Spicegirl (Spicegirl's twin Sugarboy sadly died

Being around alot of people, Being judged by people who don't know me, People who are cruel to animals,People who take disorder's and self-harming lightly and makes jokes about it, color pink, Pop music

...Will update later.

Writing, Drawing, Playing guitar (lead, bass, acoustic), Being with animals, Playing violin,Reading

SoullessBVBLover has 20 friend(s)

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From: Mo
Dec 23 2012, 2:26 pm
Just thinking of to admit worrying. Hoping you are ok.
Take Care,


From: Mo
Dec 22 2012, 5:38 am
Ah Andrea I am so sorry you were in the hespital again.
Yes, I am, uhm. kind of looking forward to seeing that pic but NO PRESSURE ok?
You take care and try to be good to yourself.
I am struggling this week. PTSD sucks.
Peace, Mo


From: Mo
Dec 15 2012, 6:38 am
I was here again. Just hoping you are ok.


From: Mo
Dec 12 2012, 5:02 pm
Hi Andrea.
Just thought I would pop by and say hi. I hope you are hanging in there. Will you ever share that drawing we talked about? You are a talented girl!
I left home after my Dad tried one last time to kick my ass and i went to college and majored in art. I finally found a place I felt I fit in. I wish you a peaceful night. Mo


Nov 18 2012, 11:55 am