DATE: Feb 09 2010, 10:18 am / MOOD: Don't know
I'm avoiding, Walking away..
Beautiful things passing by..
I pray for better times, and luck and happiness,
But this disorder is a mess.
I try to act cool, and relaxed, and try to be okay.
But i'm still in an anxious way.
What Can I do, what Can I do,
Is there someone who can help me through?
I want to fly, but i dont need to touch the sky, I only need to feel that high!!!!!
I always been anxious around huge crowds, but since my 16h year i started avoiding stuff, i shake around people, i blush, i am afraid of making eye contact, and i am very awkward in social situations.
Sometimes I compare my self to 'normal' people and then i feel so different, I really want to change. That's my wish.
I follow CBT therapy, i hope it'll help.
Well this is what i just wanted to share :)
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