Anxiety Self Help

La Haine-The Big Blue-Star Wars-Deer Hunter-The Great Escape-Goodfellas-Clerks-Terminator movies-Raging Bull-Full Metal Jacket-The Good The Bad And The Ugly-Pulp Fiction-Das Boot. Got bored of thinking of films will add some more when i can be arsed too.

Air-
Deus-
Soulwax-
Muse-
Killers-
U2-
Depeche Mode-
Stone Roses-
Imogen Heap-
Snow Patrol-
Coldplay-
Day One-
Unkle-
Adam Freeland-
DJ Shadow-
Portishead-
Smiths-
Cranberries-
Sigur Ros-
Soldout-
Razorlight-
Green Day-
Beastie Boys-
Death Cab For Cutie-
Postal Service-
Goldfrapp-
Infadels-
Stereophonics-
RCHP-
Nirvana-
Kasabian-
Lcd Soundsystem-
The Bravery-
Gorillaz-
Automatic-
New Order-
Keane-
Embrace-
Athelete-
Kings Of Woolworths-
Turin Brakes-
Mogwai-
Massive Attack-
Richard Ashcroft-
I Am Kloot-
Royksopp-
Placebo-
James-
Radiohead-
Bob Dylan-
Soundtrack Of Our Lives-
Zero 7-
Kathryn Williams-
Cliff Richard.
Loads more stuff that I cant think of right now, music wise I'll listen to any old sh*t that catches my ear.

Anything on the top shelf in the newsagents but being so short and unable to reach have to make do with the kids comics on the bottom shelf.
eerrrmm dont seem to be able to read like I used to guess thats time and my concentration isnt what it used to be but last few books i bought and havnt finished yet or even begun to read were John Peel's biography, Stalin's biography ,Che Guvaras biography some Jermery Clarkson books (allways good for a quick read while on the loo) Bill Brysons The Life and Times of the Thunderbolt Kid and Frank McCourts Teacher Man next time I'm in town want to get Peter Kays new book just know that it will be piss funny

ermm about me hmm what to say without sounding like a prick? well I've had social anxiety (not keen on labels tho but i guess i fit the bill for that)for around ten years now pissed me off a lot and for a while really badly affected my life still does in lots of ways but as times gone by must have got used to it or something cos i just kinda say f@ck off too it now and try to do things anyway doesnt work all the time for sure but you cant have everything,I'm generally a upbeat person like to have a laugh and take the piss (in a good way) and dont mind it being taken out of me. I work as a builder for a building and landscaping company I'm in charge of the groundworks side of it not a bad job and when i got the job it gave me a bit more confidence in myself and shoved up the crappy self esteem i have a little bit plus its fun bossing people around have been called little Hitler (allthou Minty seems to be the current fave )a fair few times thou, can be stressfull having to deal with new people all the time but i guess its one way of facing up to my irrational fears. Its been good to speak to people off this site and some of the other sites ive joined ,was a great relief to know that i wasnt totally bonkers and the only one who felt this way. Rambled on a bit too much now and have wrote this very hungover so maybe I'll change it another day.

Football Manchester United of course, Ice Hockey Manchester Pheonix and the Detroit Red Wings not that i know who plays for em now as they dont show the us games much on tv here now. Love to Travel see new places just cant afford to do it much, love going to gigs once the music starts up my anxiety just seems to disappear, going to clubs and dancing badly drunk,like sitting in all snug listening to the rain and storms outside kinda relaxes me,messing about online,people who are upfront and tell it like it is even if that means I dont like what they say sometimes.Dogs even thou I aint got one right now errm what else do i like? Anything that makes me forget about anxiety and people who make me smile.

Having to retype all my crappy information out yet again.
Being hungover while doing it.

Knitting,trainspotting,watching paint dry, ironing, flower arranging,reading the back of soap boxes and stamp collecting.