Serenitynow15             
 
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Serenitynow15 Female
18 years old
Greenville, South Carolina
United States

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Job: Student
Smoke: Yes
Drink: No
Religion: Not Religious
Orientation: Gay
Dating status: Engaged
MEMBER SINCE: Feb 08 2010, 2:44 pm
STAR SIGN: Virgo
LAST LOGIN: Mar 16 2010, 3:12 pm

Across the Universe has to be my favorite because it has meaning to me personally. I could watch Titanic over and over. Other favorites: I am Sam, A Time to Kill, Harry Potter XD, Lion King, Jackass 2.

Like i said, mainly rap, R&B, and some rock. My family listens to country, so i have a few country songs on my playlist.

Feb 09 2010, 3:49 pm
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Feb 08 2010, 4:02 pm

Queer and questioning women , Members In Need



My name is Megan and I'm 18 years old. I've been dealing/suffering with anxiety my whole life. It started to affect my everyday life in 4th grade. I have a severe phobia of vomit and social situations. I have many dreams, but I have let my anxiety steal them from me. I am gay and I am not ashamed of that. I have a wonderful girlfriend who tries to understand my problems. I still live at home with my parents, who I love very much. I am a "home body" but i blame that on my panic disorder.

I love watching tv shows. My current favorites are Lost, Grey's anatomy, House M.D. I don't like reality tv that much. I'm more interested in the History channel and National Geo. I am a big fan of the beatles but I mainly listen to rap and some rock.

I do not like closed minded people. Conservatives tend to irrate me.

I love blogging and doing vlogs. I play mario all the time. I try to spend time with friends and go out, but usually its not enjoyable. thanks anxiety. -_-

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Feb 16 2010, 4:24 pm
Hey Megan,
Just checking on you honey, If you want to talk anytime I would love to talk
Take Care

GodIsLove


Feb 10 2010, 5:03 am
Hey Megan,

How are you? Hope ur Doin OK.
Thank you for contacting me, I'd really love to write with you.
And wow, i can relate to your page so much, I also have anxiety my whole life, but it became worse on my 16th year. And I also try to spent time hanging out with my friends, but I cant enjoy it also, im always anxious when i try to spent time with friends. Also when i see huge crowds.
I'm an home body also.. i am very depressed because of this.
Do you work, go to school?
And nice that you found a girlfriend who really wants to understand your problems, thats what i call an amazing person!:D You're blessed with that ;-)
Btw where do you come from? Megan seems an american name isnt it? I live in The Netherlands :)
Btw did you had much anxiety in your youth like me? My parents think I have got MCDD (an autism disorder which causes scared feelings) But sometimes i think its just anxiety.
What are your hobbies btw?:)


Well i'd love to talk :)

xx Saskia

Skatergirl


Feb 08 2010, 7:13 pm
Hi i left you a comment on your first blog.

FLORIDA


Feb 08 2010, 7:08 pm
Was reading first let me say hi first LOL Anyway I was reading your hobby section and i can so relate. People that are familar with me are alwayse trying to get me to "go out" like for example my family has season tickets to bucs and they seem to think "oh should come with us to the game" as if it will magicaly make things all better but the reason i dont go isn't because I dont have the time but because I never enjoy it.

The only social event i seem to enjoy is that i am in an anxiety group thru a site called meetup.com. We dont do much except sit around and chat but its the best couple of hours that I get.

FLORIDA