First Blog = )!
DATE: May 02 2011, 1:48 pm / MOOD: Bored
So, This is my first blog, I always love to write & it would be nice to have people that I Can talk to about thing's.. Whenever I first started having anxiety & panic attack's, it really limited on me where I could or would go and would or could do, so no friend's stood by me. I have my Family & I am soooo appreciative and thankful to have them in my LIfe bc I dont know where I'd be if they weren't so supportive.! But even what I Went threw for so long did drive a wedge, kinda, in between us.. & I Just don't feel super comfortable sharing everything with them. I know they have to be tired of hearing about the anxiety and irrational fear's as well.
I am working a job now, which is a good plus for me, it was a hard and huge step, but one I had to make or I'd be kicked out of my House, and I really didn't want to end up in a half way House.. So I got this job in sales, its close to my House, So I can't drive to it, which was another big step for me because having a car to drive was a way for me to escape quicker and I don't have that here.
I have alot of thing's that get to me easily, ppl I use to be friends w/ and what not, and I hate that it bothers me so much, ,maybe im to sensitive, idk...
My Anxiety over all is pretty good right now, besides for the occasional me Thinking im going crazy !
But I guess that's all Im gonna write for Today, its a pretty boring day!
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