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subconscious is a bitch
DATE: Apr 12 2007, 9:51 pm / MOOD: Lonely

the one

 

  the day has come
the one i never expected
the end of the line
left alone and rejected

been tossed out
been thrown away
endless love
will never stay

ripped apart
split in half
dreams shattered
on a lonly path

you promised me forever
i was nieve and believed
here i stand alone
while you got up to leave

love is a lie
not meant for me
how did this happen?
a lock with no key

no more!
i am done!
f@ck this sh*t!
there is no "one"

 

sad



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pet-peevs
DATE: Mar 29 2007, 12:25 pm / MOOD: Bored

Pet-Peeves

tapered pants (emo pants)

hair in ones face (emo hair)

emo in general (on a male, chicks r ok)

tight shirts on over-sized ppl

bad breath

brown belt w black shoes (or vice versa)

litter bugs

know-it-alls

tuff-guyz

bad teeth

the color orange

mopeds

camel-toe

public nose pickers

non hand washers

sock with sandals

muscle shirts

mullets

crow-bars

loud talkers

close talkers

ppl in my space (1 ft away at all times)

sh*ts that say "princess" or "hottie"

long lines

traffic

ppl who use their cells phones in inappropriate places (i.e. a waitress or anyone who is working with the public, ppl at a doc's office or hospital, etc)

ppl who let the whole world hear their buisness while on a cell phone

blairing stero systems that the whole highway can hear

losing my chap-stick

paper cuts

alcaminos

big ppl in lil cars

lil ppl in huge cars

rude children

ruder adults

feel free to add more, i kno i will lol



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another interesting article
DATE: Dec 11 2006, 1:46 pm / MOOD: Don't know

New Treatments Offer Ray of Hope for SAD Sufferers

(December 6, 2006) -  For about 20 minutes early each morning, while sipping tea, paying bills and reading, Louise Schneberger sits next to a small blue light to boost her mood and synchronize her sleep cycle.

Without it, I'm crabby, depressed and horrible to be around," says Schneberger, 42, a Detroit middle school teacher. "My daughter calls it my happy light. I tell everyone I know about it."

As sunny days decline, particularly in northern climates, Seasonal Affective Disorder, or SAD, a type of seasonal depression, presents itself again as an issue for 14 million Americans like Schneberger.

The estimate comes from Dr. Norman Rosenthal, a leading SAD specialist and author of "Winter Blues, Everything You Need to Know to Beat Seasonal Affective Disorder" (Guilford Press; $15.95).

Symptoms include increased sleep, food cravings, weight gains, boredom, apathy, irritability and disinterest in activities and people.

Finally, there is more help:

  • Better research on what works
  • The nation's first approved prescription drug for SAD, Wellbutrin XL
  • Different drugs used by psychiatrists that appear to help
  • Cheaper prices for light boxes, growing in use as a treatment for the problem

The lights help regulate the body's internal circadian clock and control the production of the sleep hormone, melatonin, and the production of serotonin, a brain chemical, both of which contribute to improving mood, sleep and energy, research suggests.

Apollo Health's goLite, as the company's best-selling light is called, is a small, lightweight, portable unit that now sells for $159.99 at Costco. The same unit is $172 on www.amazon.com, and $249 on Apollo Health's site, www.-apollolight.com; 800-545-9667. Therapist Aldona Valivonis recommends the goLite, uses one herself and encourages people to fill out a mood tracker on Apollo Health's Web site to check on their symptoms and adjust the amount of light they get.

She started using the light box a few weeks earlier than usual when she tracked her mood and confirmed she was not feeling as positive and energetic as she likes. Her morning ritual, she says, is "coffee, contacts, get dressed and out the door," for an outdoor walk with her greyhound rescue dog.

She also watches her diet to be sure it includes the right mix of nutrients and complex carbohydrates to keep her mood balanced. Her patients, including Nancy VanDeGrift, 54, say the strategies all help.

VanDeGrift says the advice and blue light she uses offset feeling downright grumpy in the fall, among other symptoms. "I have a hard time getting up in the morning and I tend to put on weight in the fall," says VanDeGrift, an adjunct math teacher.

She yearns some days to curl up on the couch in her pajamas. "All I want to do is read and

sleep," says VanDeGrift. This winter will be a particular challenge because VanDeGrift was laid off in January from the Ford Motor Co.

Using light units is just one of many ways of coping with seasonal affective disorder. Medical advances about the effects of light, exercise, food and drugs on mood offer strategies for dealing with SAD.

There are many types of phototherapy lamps, from a bedside light attached to an alarm clock, to table, desk and floor models. They tilt forward to allow more light to enter the eyes. Sit 2-3 feet in front of the light, or beside it, but don't stare into it.

The lights help regulate the body's internal circadian clock and control the production of the sleep hormone melatonin and the brain chemical serotonin, improving mood, sleep and energy, research suggests.

Try to use light therapy at sunrise or early morning for at least 20-30 minutes. The best time to begin is in the fall.

You should feel positive benefits, including more energy, fewer food cravings and a more rested feeling, in a few days, but it may take as much as two weeks, says Dr. Norman Rosenthal, a former National Institutes of Health researcher and author of "Winter Blues: Everything You Need to Know to Beat Seasonal Affective Disorder" (Guilford Press, $15.95).

You have a choice between blue or white lights.

White full-spectrum light units should be 10,000 lux, the amount of light on a cloudless day at sunrise. By comparison, typical office overhead lighting is 500-700 lux. The best white-light boxes have a plastic diffusing screen that filters out ultraviolet rays that can cause eye damage. White has been favored for years and has the most research to support its effectiveness, say many doctors, including Rosenthal.

A growing body of research has found blue light is more effective in elevating mood, says Dan Adams, director of research at Apollo Health, a 20-year-old company leader in the blue light field. You want a unit that delivers 447-484 nanometers (nm) of blue light.

For more on phototherapy lights: SunBox Co. at www.sunbox.com or 800-548-3968. Prices begin at $200. Enviro-Med at www.bio-light.com or 800-222-3296. Prices begin at $299.



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Interesting Anxiety Facts
DATE: Nov 19 2006, 8:52 pm / MOOD: Other

Anxiety Disorders
Statistics And Facts

  • Anxiety Disorders are the most common mental illness in the U.S. with 19.1 million (13.3%) of the adult U.S. population (ages 18-54) affected.
  • According to "The Economic Burden of Anxiety Disorders," a study commissioned by the ADAA and based on data gathered by the association and published in the Journal of Clinical Psychiatry, anxiety disorders cost the U.S. more than $42 billion a year, almost one third of the $148 billion total mental health bill for the U.S.
  • More than $22.84 billion of those costs are associated with the repeated use of healthcare services, as those with anxiety disorders seek relief for symptoms that mimic physical illnesses.
  • People with an anxiety disorder are three-to-five times more likely to go to the doctor and six times more likely to be hospitalized for psychiatric disorders than non-sufferers.

 Generalized Anxiety Disorder: 4 million, 2.8%.

  • Women are twice as likely to be afflicted than men.
  • Very likely to be comorbid with other disorders.

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder: 3.3 million, 2.3%.

  • It is equally common among men and women.
  • One third of afflicted adults had their first symptoms in childhood.
  • In 1990 OCD cost the U.S. 6% of the total $148 billion mental health bill.

Panic Disorder: 2.4 million, 1.7%.

  • Women are twice as likely to be afflicted than men.
  • Has a very high comorbidity rate with major depression.

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder: 5.2 million, 3.6%.

  • Women are more likely to be afflicted than men.
  • Rape is the most likely trigger of PTSD, 65% of men and 45.9% of women who are raped will develop the disorder.
  • Childhood sexual abuse is a strong predictor of lifetime likelihood for developing PTSD.

Social Anxiety Disorder: 5.3 million, 3.7%.

-it's nutz how wide speard this is-

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Interesting Anxiety Facts
DATE: Nov 19 2006, 8:40 pm / MOOD: Other

Anxiety Disorders
Statistics And Facts

  • Anxiety Disorders are the most common mental illness in the U.S. with 19.1 million (13.3%) of the adult U.S. population (ages 18-54) affected.
  • According to "The Economic Burden of Anxiety Disorders," a study commissioned by the ADAA and based on data gathered by the association and published in the Journal of Clinical Psychiatry, anxiety disorders cost the U.S. more than $42 billion a year, almost one third of the $148 billion total mental health bill for the U.S.
  • More than $22.84 billion of those costs are associated with the repeated use of healthcare services, as those with anxiety disorders seek relief for symptoms that mimic physical illnesses.
  • People with an anxiety disorder are three-to-five times more likely to go to the doctor and six times more likely to be hospitalized for psychiatric disorders than non-sufferers.

 Generalized Anxiety Disorder: 4 million, 2.8%.

  • Women are twice as likely to be afflicted than men.
  • Very likely to be comorbid with other disorders.

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder: 3.3 million, 2.3%.

  • It is equally common among men and women.
  • One third of afflicted adults had their first symptoms in childhood.
  • In 1990 OCD cost the U.S. 6% of the total $148 billion mental health bill.

Panic Disorder: 2.4 million, 1.7%.

  • Women are twice as likely to be afflicted than men.
  • Has a very high comorbidity rate with major depression.

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder: 5.2 million, 3.6%.

  • Women are more likely to be afflicted than men.
  • Rape is the most likely trigger of PTSD, 65% of men and 45.9% of women who are raped will develop the disorder.
  • Childhood sexual abuse is a strong predictor of lifetime likelihood for developing PTSD.

Social Anxiety Disorder: 5.3 million, 3.7%.

-it's nutz how wide speard this is-

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famous suffers of panic
DATE: Nov 16 2006, 7:56 pm / MOOD: Bored

here is a list of others who share the burden of panic attacks-


- FAMOUS SUFFERERS -

Naomi Campbell (model)
David Bowie (singer)
John Stuart Mill (philosopher)
John Cougar Mellancamp (musician, actor)
Johnny Depp (actor)
Anne Tyler (author)
Shecky Greene (comedian)
Courtney Love (singer - actress)
Sally Field (actress)
Edward Norton(actor)
Jim Eisenreich (baseball)
Barbra Streisand (singer)
Ann Wilson (singer)
Winona Ryder (actress)
Howard Stern (king of media)
Anne Tyler (author)
Paris Hilton (singer,actress)
Olivia Hussey (actress)
Cher (singer, actress)
Pete Harnisch (baseball star)
James Garner (actor)
Tom Snyder (host)
Kim Basinger (actress)
Earl Campbell (football star)
Donny Osmond (actor)
Marie Osmand (entertainer)
Oprah Winfrey (host)
John Candy (comedian)
Edvard Munch (artist)
Beverly Johnson (supermodel)
John Madden (announcer)
Howie Mandel (comic)
Sam Shepard (playwright)
Lani O'Grady (actress)
Robert Burns (poet)
Isaac Asimov (author)
Alanis Morisette (singer)
Sissy Spacek (actress)
Robin Quivers (radio host)
Barbara Gordon (filmmaker)
Burt Reynolds (actor)
Sir Isaac Newton (scientist)
Charles Schultz (cartoonist)
Michael English (singer)
Sir Laurence Olivier (actor)
Dean Cain (actor)
John Steinbeck (author)
W.B. Yeats (poet)
Leila Kenzle (actress)
Aretha Franklin (singer)
Joan Rivers (actress)
Deanna Carter (singer)
Dave Stewart of the (singer Eurythmics)
Al Kasha (songwriter)
Charlotte Bronte (author)
Nikola Tesla (inventor)
Roseanne Barr (comedian)
Naomi Judd (singer)
Susan Powter (tv host)
Sigmund Freud (psychiatrist)
Carly Simon (singer)
Willard Scott (weatherman)
Nicole Kidman (actress)
Sheryl Crow (musician)
Anthony Hopkins (actor)
Dick Clark (television personality)
Ray Charles (musician)
Eric Clapton (musician)
Edie Falco (actress)
Barbara Bush (former First Lady - U.S.)
Tony Dow (actor director)
Michael Crichton (writer)
Robert McFarlane (former National Security Advisor - U.S.)
Bonnie Raitt (musician)

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