Anxiety

DATE: Dec 03 2008, 11:41 pm / MOOD: Disappointed

I skipped college again today for the third time in a row.  It was all going so well, I have been taking the bus there and back on my own which I haven't been able to do in years.  I'm kinda dissapointed in myself that I've let the agoraphobia get on top of me again.

I'm there on Monday and I'm determined to do it this time, even if I have to get my Mum to take me there and back.  I'm going to take this as a hiccup in my recovery and try not to let it get me down too much... It's just so damn hard

Wish me luck :)

 

 

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DATE: Oct 23 2008, 5:03 am / MOOD: Happy

I had my first day of class today and it went really well :)

The night before was terrible, I was an anxious mess and only got about three hours sleep so I'm pretty knackered now.

I got the bus there and back on my own like a big boy and managed not too freak out too much... I have to admit it was pretty scary on the way there, everyone going to work so it was packed but  I just turned my ipod up loud and ignored them.

Thanks to all my friends who have been so encouraging to me... I feel like I've made a huge step today and your support helps me loads, you know who you are ;)

woooooo yay me!!!

*golf clap*

 

 

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