Anxiety Self Help

Kill Bill, Lord of the Rings, Team America, X-Men

Waylon Jennings, Shooter Jennings, Rush, Type O Negative, Hank Williams, Bocephus, Hank 3, Jamey Johnson, Monster Magnet, The Cult, Lenny Kravitz, Johnny Cash, Blackberry Smoke, Zac Brown Band, Jessi Colter, Led Zeppelin, White Stripes, David Bowie, The Beatles, Spacehog, Steve Vai, Motorhead, Charlie Daniels Band, Prince, Red Hot Chili Peppers, many more

1984, Anthem, Brave New World, Animal Farm, A Clockwork Orange, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, H.P. Lovecraft

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Through my own research, I'm pretty sure I have S.A.D., I would like to find others who can relate so that maybe we can help each other.

I'm a good person, but I'm not "nice" and I'm TERRIFIED to be around people. It takes serious work and concentration to be around people AT ALL. I can't hold a normal job, I keep getting fired because of my personality. I'm an insanely hard worker and I'm helpful but being so sacred of people makes me a very direct, matter-of-fact communicator and that's just not acceptable in Corporate America. AND for some reason I can't "let assholes be assholes" I have to tell them I think they're an asshole. That's the other reason I always get fired. haha I become self-sabotaging, angry, and negative when people are assholes. Bad people bother me to the point that I allow them to rule me. Seriously, a 15-minute negative encounter can easily ruin my entire week! I know that's not normal.

I have a wonderful boyfriend and he is SO patient with me. He deserves better, but he won't let me leave him! haha I came here because I don't know what else to do.

Music, cooking

Jerks, crowds, people who tell me to "get over it", being so sacred/angry I shake, people laughing at me, being expected to be friendly (FAKE!!!) with people I don't like or respect, That honest and straight-forward are considered BAD QUALITIES anymore!?