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Mar 20 2008, 5:55 am / Anxious

Woke up this morning feeling really sick, nervous and apprehensive. Its such a mood change from yesterday.

Yesterday I had another appt with my doctor and went there armed with knowledge of what I wanted him to do for me. It was different to my last appt because this time I had researched and knew exactly what I wanted. I left there feeling upbeat with a new prescription (which hopefully does what it says on the tin). That feeling stayed with me all day and I even managed to do some work.

Today that has gone. Its because I know that for the next 7 days I will be mostly alone. All my family have gone on holidays today to stay with an uncle abroad (I cant go as flying phobia). On top of this my boyfriend is working 12hr night shifts so he is either sleeping or working.

I have a feeling of being abandoned which is silly as I am a 28yr woman who lives independently. I just cant shake the sickness feeling and Im scared Im in for a rough 7 days. Only thing keeping me sane is this place to be honest.

I'l shut up now

My Comments

From: footballgirl
Mar 21 2008, 7:58 am I feel the same way today. Itry to tell myself its okay. I was so scared to be alone at my job yesterday that i called in.

From: jennikay
Mar 20 2008, 9:13 pm I am sorry you feel so alone if you ever need me I am here for you.

From: TheLifeOfJade
Mar 20 2008, 8:28 am ((Hugs)) try to think of these next 7 days as a break ... time for you. time to relax, not worry about family or anyone other then yourself. Do some pampering like painting your toenails or taking a long bath, reading a book or doing some drawing..whatever it is ur into. Sleep in on the weekend and do some 'YOU TIME'. And at the end of the day if you get lonely we're always here. --jade

From: just_me
Mar 20 2008, 7:23 am I'm feeling for you but you will be okay. Stay positive and keep yourself busy and you will be fine. My mood has changed considerably from yesterday and i feel a bit low too, no idea why tho. Keep your chin up.

From: prism
Mar 20 2008, 6:15 am It's not nice to be on your own when you are not used to it.The days feel empty when there is no one there.Try and fill your day with as much distraction as you can.Keeping busy helps.If you wish stay online as much as you want.Anything to fill the day. You can not stop the march of time.The next 7 days will pass.No matter how bad it is ,it will pass and you will be a stonger person for it.When its over you will be able to say to yourself "I did it".Always take pride in what you accomplish.