Anxiety Self Help

I'm feeling odd today. Not really anxious but kinda defeated? Weird that just kinda came out. Ok I feel defeated. I'm really starting to think I am nevergoing to get a job in my career field and I'm goingto have to pick another. I can't work out today because I had an adjustment. Otherwise I'd be venting this to the elliptical. I'm pretty sure I have screwed up myx-ray career. Idk if I will ever be able to redeem my situation in that field. Maybe in another country...doubful. I'm afraid furthering my degree maynoteven help me. I'm afraid I'll have to start all over. I'mgoing to have to start over