Aves             
 
Sometimes suicide is the answer..
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Aves Female
20 years old
Watford,
United Kingdom

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Job: Retired
Smoke: No
Drink: No
Religion: Not Religious
Orientation: Not Sure
Dating status: Hurt
MEMBER SINCE: May 18 2008, 8:11 pm
STAR SIGN: Virgo
LAST LOGIN: Sep 14 2008, 8:51 am

Music keeps me alive everyday. I listen to Power Metal, Progressive Rock, Jazz, and Classical.

May 19 2008, 5:10 pm
May 19 2008, 5:09 pm

Self Harm Support Group , BDD Support Group , Agoraphobia and panic attacks , Power Metal & Epic Progressive , Suicidal




What can you do what you feel desperately unhappy all the time, but you have no friends or family to turn to?

I've been diagnosed with chronic depression and social anxiety.
I wish I was dead, but I don't have the guts to end my life.
Now I'm pregnant (30 weeks) and so I have to stay strong =/

Sunshine, music.

Life, people, rain, overcast weather, sex, heartbreak, rejection, stress, pressure, ignorance, people ringing the doorbell, physical contact, crowds, feeling confused, neglect, lonliness, betrayal, too much time on my own, feeling cold, appointments, getting up early, waking up at all.

I don't work or study and I don't have any hobbies or interests.
Sorry if that's boring.

Aves has 3 friend(s)



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Sep 29 2008, 12:14 pm
well i feel the same exact way that you do. sometimes i do wish i was dead but i dont know how commit suicide. i believe my life its alittle bit much worse than yours because i dont do anything.i dont even like to leave the house. every day all i can think about is death and how to commit suicide. it sucks i feel like im in hell and have no help. i know that im truly depressed. how can i recover is my question.

needhelp_4


Aug 04 2008, 11:08 pm
just swung by to say hi

mirrorpeople


From: timsa
Jul 17 2008, 2:55 pm
Hi Aves, you said "you are who you are" but ugly you are not, i am looking from the outside and i have eyes for beauty and you fit the bill. As far as your feelings go, you can overcome that with the right attitude. Come on girl where there is life there is hope.
Have a BEAUTIFUL day you deserve it, and remember JESUS loves you.

timsa


From: andye
Jun 10 2008, 2:03 pm
hi there

andye


Jun 06 2008, 3:55 am
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