Anxiety

DATE: Dec 04 2008, 10:18 am / MOOD: Anxious

I hate myself right now..I'm not taking care of myself very well,

I'm an emotional wreck, i can barely eat or sleep, i cant be a

good mom or friend, i'm pushing people away that i deeply

care for :(  No one could ever really understand me i have

no support, i feel empty, alone, scared, judged, i hate these

feelings..please make them go away, i'm having a hard time

and it hurts, the pain is still so fresh in my mind and no one

gets it, and i'm sorry for the people that i have hurt in the past!

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DATE: Jun 21 2008, 12:07 am / MOOD: Other

I'm Kinda sad tonite my friend and i of 5yrs got into it for the first time ever of being friends because of something petty, i never thought this would happen to us but it finally did...i feel its hard to trust people that you think really are your friends in life, it turns out there only your friend because they need something from you always and cant be genuine, I've done nothing but been a good friend and it really hurts when someone only thinks about themselves and cant see their wrong it really sux but i'm sure i'll get over it...thats why its really hard for me trust people because in the end they really want something from you and not a friendship. it really hurts..

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