I used to talk too much. Now I don't talk at all
AskMeIWontSayNo Male
31 years old
Croydon, England,
United Kingdom

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Job: Chillin
Smoke: No
Drink: Sometimes
Religion: Not Religious
Orientation: Straight
Dating status: Single
MEMBER SINCE: Oct 28 2006, 9:52 pm
STAR SIGN: Sagittarius
LAST LOGIN: Oct 29 2015, 10:05 pm

A Clockwork Orange
Full Metal Jacket
Jackass The Movie
The Damned United
There Will Be Blood
Reservoir Dogs
Life Of Brian
And Now For Something Completely Different
The Machinist

Killing Joke
Joy Division
Nine Inch Nails
Big Black
Porcupine Tree
The Jesus Lizard
The Stranglers
Aphex Twin
The Beatles
Gary Numan
The Stooges
Manic Street Preachers

and LOTS of random songs by different bands

My page:

Books are for people with attention spans longer than five seconds

Nov 28 2010, 1:05 pm
Mar 14 2009, 9:21 pm
Mar 07 2009, 10:53 pm
Feb 09 2009, 1:20 pm
Jan 17 2009, 10:31 am

Depression Support , Family Guy , Dreams , Atheists , Goals Gone Wild!!! , Art Appreciation

Well, what can i say about myself?. I've suffered from depression and anxiety issues for a VERY long time. I'm very conflicted mentally. I'm somebody who has tons of ambition, and tons of frustration at not having the confidence to be able to do anything with it. I have a general dislike for most people, and i wish it didn't have to be that way. I want my situation to change desperately. I know what i want, but don't know how to get it. I find myself looking at care-free, confident people a lot, and thinking 'How the hell do you do it?. If you can do it, why can't i?, it isn't fair'. Sometimes I'm one thing, then I'm another (Not through being two faced, just through being very changeable). There's lots I would change about myself, though lots I wouldn't change too. To sum up. I'm a bitter, neurotic, frustrated individual who wants to discover how not to be.

Music. movies. TV shows (Mainly comedy). Assaultcube (The online game). solitude. the company of genuine friends. feeling self-assured. Indian food. Chinese food. Japanese food. messing around with computers. making my own music (When mental state allows me). drawing peculiar cartoons (Again, when my mental state allows). Taco Bell (we need more of them in this country. at the moment i have to travel 40 miles to get to the nearest one). dogs. cats (Even though i'm allergic). random bits of trivia. learning French (My progress with it could be generously described as 'steady'). peace

Jeeze, we could literally be here forever. But... bullies. people who go out of their way to ruin things for others for no other reason than being a sadistic, evil piece of sh*t. my own neurosis. politics. religion (I don't care if you're religious, so long as you don't try and push it on me too). injustice. not feeling like i have control over how i feel. not being able to channel my feelings in the constructive way i'd like to. a huge list of individual human beings. and lots, lots more!

Wearing a banana costume

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From: Kirah
Dec 08 2014, 1:43 pm
I hope you have an awesome birthday!!!


Jul 12 2014, 11:57 pm
hey wats up? how r u?


Feb 10 2014, 12:18 am
I have not heard from you in a long time. My life has been devoted to my aged Mother for the last 6 almost 7 years--most of it was most enjoyable since I have not been to see her except on vacations--which were about once a year cause of work. That has changed recently for my Mother has been put under Hospice care. Which has been a mixed bag of emotions. I have not listened to much music since my move to Texas from North Carolina but my partner was really into a lot of what you like, so hearing them has made me a fan of a lot of those listed. I hope you are doing good and hope to get a reply from you--don't worry about the gay part, it is not a wall to be concerned with in me. I got to see live Porcupine Tree once in NC and they are so connected to some other groups. Suede was a lot of fun I thought, got to meet them--nice chaps but they broke up shortly after. It is late here and a big day tomorrow.
Take care,


From: delane
Feb 07 2014, 12:35 am
Hey!! How's things????


From: delane
Jan 23 2014, 3:02 pm
Thanks for adding me!! :)