AskMeIWontSayNo             
 
I used to talk too much. Now I don't talk at all
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AskMeIWontSayNo Male
28 years old
Croydon, England,
United Kingdom

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Job: Chillin
Smoke: No
Drink: Sometimes
Religion: Not Religious
Orientation: Straight
Dating status: Single
MEMBER SINCE: Oct 28 2006, 9:52 pm
STAR SIGN: Sagittarius
LAST LOGIN: May 21 2013, 7:16 am

A Clockwork Orange
Full Metal Jacket
Jackass The Movie
Frost/Nixon
The Damned United
There Will Be Blood
Reservoir Dogs
Life Of Brian
And Now For Something Completely Different
Airplane
The Machinist

Killing Joke
Clutch
Joy Division
Godflesh
Nine Inch Nails
Primus
Helmet
Big Black
Rapeman
Pitchshifter
Porcupine Tree
The Jesus Lizard
Shihad
Quicksand
The Stranglers
Slipknot
Aphex Twin
Nirvana
The Beatles
Godsmack
Gary Numan
Can
Fugazi
The Stooges
Manic Street Preachers

and LOTS of random songs by different bands

My Last.fm page: http://www.last.fm/user/bodysnatcher4

Books are for people with attention spans longer than five seconds

Nov 28 2010, 1:05 pm
Mar 14 2009, 9:21 pm
Mar 07 2009, 10:53 pm
Feb 09 2009, 1:20 pm
Jan 17 2009, 10:31 am

Depression Support , Family Guy , Dreams , Atheists , Goals Gone Wild!!! , Art Appreciation




Well, what can i say about myself?. I've suffered from depression and anxiety issues for a VERY long time. I'm very conflicted mentally. I'm somebody who has tons of ambition, and tons of frustration at not having the confidence to be able to do anything with it. I have a general dislike for most people, and i wish it didn't have to be that way. I want my situation to change desperately. I know what i want, but don't know how to get it. I find myself looking at care-free, confident people a lot, and thinking 'How the hell do you do it?. If you can do it, why can't i?, it isn't fair'. Sometimes I'm one thing, then I'm another (Not through being two faced, just through being very changeable). There's lots I would change about myself, though lots I wouldn't change too. To sum up. I'm a bitter, neurotic, frustrated individual who wants to discover how not to be.



Music. movies. TV shows (Mainly comedy). Assaultcube (The online game). solitude. the company of genuine friends. feeling self-assured. Indian food. Chinese food. Japanese food. messing around with computers. making my own music (When mental state allows me). drawing peculiar cartoons (Again, when my mental state allows). Taco Bell (we need more of them in this country. at the moment i have to travel 40 miles to get to the nearest one). dogs. cats (Even though i'm allergic). random bits of trivia. learning French (My progress with it could be generously described as 'steady'). peace

Jeeze, we could literally be here forever. But... bullies. people who go out of their way to ruin things for others for no other reason than being a sadistic, evil piece of sh*t. my own neurosis. politics. religion (I don't care if you're religious, so long as you don't try and push it on me too). injustice. not feeling like i have control over how i feel. not being able to channel my feelings in the constructive way i'd like to. a huge list of individual human beings. and lots, lots more!

Wearing a banana costume




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May 06 2013, 1:40 pm
Hi,
I have been writing for almost a week straight;) . I am trying to write a paper on a Clockwork Orange atm. I am trying to sort out my other issues. I was also studying on "One flew Over The Cuckoos Nest! Brilliant Film;). How have you been ?


lillyanna


Apr 26 2013, 9:09 am
Hi,
I hope you get to feeling better. Oh my, here is what happened to me. I went to mail a letter at the postal service and left my wallet on the counter. It had 200$ American dollars in there along with my identification.....hell you name it!!!
I have been ringing my dad to see if he can help me. I was not very happy about this! Get back to me....
Be well,
Lilly



lillyanna


Apr 23 2013, 7:58 am
Hi,
How have you been feeling? I wish we could try the banana suit together. Would be smashing good fun :) ... Take care...

lillyanna


Feb 18 2013, 5:54 pm

hey....very interesting


Lill

lillyanna


Feb 17 2013, 8:52 pm
Hi,

Thanks for the friendship. I like to eat banannas...lol. Take care

Lilly

lillyanna