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Feb 23 2008, 9:06 am / Anxious

I CRIED- MY CAR NEEDS A NEW MIRROR- THE SEAT WARMERS STOPPED WORKING, SOME ELECTRICAL LIKE THE LIGHTS ON THE DASH STOPPED WORKING...ITS A NEW CAR. ((WHAT THE f@ckKK?)

I GOT CALLED FAT BY SOME GIRLS AT THE MOVIE THEATRE YESTERDAY. WELL LAST NIGHT. I CRIED THEN TOO.

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I CANT STOP THROWING UP. I FEEL WORTHLESS AND I JUST WISH I COULD DIE. EVERYONE ON HERE SAYS SUCH NICE THINGS TO ME AND BUILDS MY CONFIDENCE UP- THEN I GO INTO THE REAL WORLD AND PEOPLE PUSH ME DOWN. I CAN'T DEAL WITH LIFE ANYMORE.

PUFF PUFF PUFF MY LIFE AWAY.

PEACE OUT.

My Comments

From: darkpoet55
Feb 25 2008, 5:52 pm from someone who is truly fat f, those cold hearted bitchs people enjoy causing others pain because theirown lives are empty and meaningless,live for yourself all my life i dressed acted and lived according to the dictates of those around me "they dedicate their lives to running all of his mettalica unforgiven" this was my unknowing themesong now i wearmy hair as i like i read what i like write what i like and associate with whom i please you are a beautiful young girl enjoy your life and screw those other idiots.

From: troubled12
Feb 25 2008, 9:46 am First of all screw what other say to you .they have bigger issues and they are to chicken to face them. You are special in your own way and no one can take that from you. Life is worth living there are to many thing s that happen.I don't care what people say I shave my head and dress the way I want screw people if they can't handle that. You are not fat so try to ignore those that talk you down. People here all know what you are going through we are not just being nice we mean what we say. Hang in there and Smile. No matter how messeed up thing seemit will get better.

From: cj
Feb 25 2008, 12:28 am sticks and stones may break your bones but names cant hurt you!!! dont let them!!!!!!!

From: the_paradox
Feb 23 2008, 1:30 pm Those chicks were probably just jealous. Others can only push you down if you let them, don't even think on the crap they say to you. You're great and that's that.

From: jondoeagain
Feb 23 2008, 11:04 am girl - Fck them. Im SURE you look better than them or threaten them in some way and that's the only reason they said that sh*t. You cant worry about some dumb ppl like that :) Be strong cutie :)

From: chris6565
Feb 23 2008, 9:26 am that sucks with anxiety and stuff it feels so much harder to deal with stuff. about a year ago, like you said about the girls calling you fat, if someone said something mindless like that to me, i would've been able to in a sense laugh it off. these days with all of this anxiety i feel like you probably do. im more self conscious than iv ever been. it seems harder than ever to shrug some insult off. it gets to me. a year ago i think i would've been able to realize the weakness in the insult. it's so damn easy to say, and yet it is able to cause so much pain if you let it.