HH the Dalai Lama: This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.
Television: My name is Earl, Balls of steel, Everybody loves Raymond, Chappelleīs show and more.
Music
Korn, Slipknot, System Of A Down, Enya, Disturbed, Metallica, Prodigy, Coldplay, Sigurrós, Queen, Sinead Oīconnor, Hillsong music (gospel, I find peace in listening to this particular band),
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
"Mad World"
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
IF THE SONG DOES NOT LOAD JUST GO OFF THE PAGE AND THEN LOAD IT AGAIN!
Books
I collect classic literature, I love Dostoevski and Leo Tolstoj but the ADD and all the other sh*t makes it pretty much impossible to read.
The Frappr map doesnīt work properly so I got this instead and think itīs much better :)
Iīm so glad I found this community. For the last 3 years or so Iīve felt completely alone with my problems, this is what I have been trying to find :) My life today is really simple and complex at once. Iīm socially isolated and been so for almost 3 years now. I had a good run from 2002 to 2005 when I was in hospital, the various wards but now Iīve come to really dislike them since Iīve often been subjected to violence but of course they have many good sides as well.
I have ADD, BDD, SAD, OCD, depression, personality disorder, memory problems, health anxiety, fear of flies. Frustrating after 2 and a half years constant treatment in hospital, I am now on benefits and live in a tiny apartment downtown in Reykjavík. Itīs like Iīm allergic to life, most of it, Iīm stuck, see a psychiatrist every two weeks and am on five different meds. Actually Iīve started seeing this psychologist, sheīs done more for me in four sessions than my doc for four years, now for the first time I have hope my ocd is going away, well at least the worst part, I now really think I can beat this ocd, I had lost all hope. Just dream of being happy and of good health.
But Iīd like to think Iīm not all serious, I try to have fun when I get the chance and see the positive in things :)
Feel free to leave me a message :)
Lol,this is so weird:
INFJ - "Author". Strong drive and enjoyment to help others. Complex personality. 1.5% of total population.
Like darkness so december is my favorite month in Iceland cause itīs dark all day. Like open minded people, sensitive, smiling, honest, kind, loving, caring, people who go out of their way to help others, animals, I love music, being accepted just the way I am now.
Woke up, went into the kitchen to have breakfast and suddenly the house starts shaking and swaying, I knew this one was big. I was lucky I was in the capital. In Selfoss some houses are ruined. In the wine store every bottle had smashed and luckily nobody was in there, in the milk factory many tons work machines gave and tumbled but the workers were in a coffeebreak so they could have been killed, roads opened up, enormous rocks fell from the mountains and thatīs why there is dust in the videos, they rolled over the roads and took them apart and luckily nobody was hit, we have a new hot spring after the quake and it erupts, many are mentally done in and need post trauma help some serious cases there, a few broken bones but no fatality, some have lost everything they had. The european and american flakes meet in Iceland, near Selfoss and when tension builds there the quakes are always pretty big. Itīs amazing how well we came out of this. The quake was 6.1 on the Richter scale but only 2 km deep so that made him strong.
Here are some vids of the recent earthquake:
Iīm pretty sure her name isnīt Mapel Mousedottir hehe lol.
Dislikes
Donīt like it when itīs bright outside, donīt like arrogance, prejudice, bullying,cyberbullying, reading with ADD, psychiatric wards, medication, people staring, war, discrimination, stereotypes, violence, isolation, mental illnesses, not being fit, how itīs difficult for me even to write or say a few words to people I donīt know very well, how I aways have to censor or edit everything I say or write, how anything I say is never good enough for me and that I fear itīs not good enough for the people I talk to, pain, people who see others in desperate need and do nothing being in a position to help, parents who neglect their children, parents who donīt hug their kids, how insecure I am, rejection, grown up people who act like inmature, cruel kids and make fun at the expense of others, itīs pathetic, it disgusts me. Hypocrisy, disrespect, people who think theyīre better than me, people who underestimate me, judgemental people, narrowmindedness,
Hobbies
Cycling, Soccer, Music, Films, Literature, Computer games, My internet pages, People, Family, Mountainneering, Meditation, Jogging, Photography, Cooking, Travelling.
I have just noticed you are from Iceland. I always dream witha trip to there to watch the Northern Lights. Can you see them from there and what is the best time for that. Hope you're okay.
Hey, good to hear you have been doing well! I'm doing pretty good also thanks.
For some reason the working class type men's photo's really touch me. I think it would feel strange to sit in a photo booth all alone. A lot of the people look sort of lonely. The "African-American Snapshots & Portraits" and "on Beauty" ones are really interesting also.
That must have been really nice, being able to see the ocean and things. I read on your blog that you may have to move, hopefully the new place will be in a nice area. Take care (:
